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and over time, i can love you too
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[01 Aug 2005|11:56am] |
Just a note, I've changed journals.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) illyad. Add if you still want to be friends.
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[17 Jul 2005|10:42am] |
I miss you all.
(remember me?)
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[03 Aug 2004|05:20pm] |
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I am truly thankful for all those who have donated to help cover the webhosting costs -- everythings covered as soon as these two echecks go through Paypal's system, and the last bit will be slipped into my checking account to fix everything.
I know others who are mailing money, and want to send -- go ahead, because any excess that's sent, if they get here before, or after those echecks go through, will be donated to Bookaid.org's Bookfund. The-Leaky-Cauldron.org sponsers them, and they are truly wonderful.
They donate books to children throughout the world who are less fortunate.
So, if you want to go ahead and donate or whatever, you may, it will be all given to that charity for children to get books. :) Because I always feel happy when I see children reading, esp. if it's Harry Potter.
But, as I said in the past, this is the end of and_love -- if you really want to know where to find me, or if you care to, Drop me a comment/IM/email and I'll tell you. :)
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[03 Aug 2004|01:19pm] |
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If you haven't heard what has happened to muse-wanted.com -- someone uploaded hundreds of mp3's and killed my bandwith for a month -- I paid the bill though, of 75.00 dollars however --
I didn't have that in my checking account, and now I'm slabbed with a huge fee. I am now in debt $63.24 which I need to repay by Friday.
If any hostees, fans, etc are here -- or anyone who wants to help out, please. I hate asking, and I don't like coming out of anywhere to just be like this, but I wasn't expecting this, and it just eneds to be paid.
In return, you can have more space, layouts, icons, anything -- I am just desperate.
Please comment if you can help out, in the littlest, anything.
*apologizes greatly*
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| Questions & Answers. |
[01 Aug 2004|10:02am] |
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Some of you may be curious as to why I'm leaving Livejournal. Want details. Want information -- want a reason. And I can say in all truthfulness:
I'm tired.
I'm tired of people, everyone coming up to me and yelling at me because our FTP went down again. I'm trying to fix it and it just brings me to tears when the only time they talk to me is about hosting help. I wish sometimes they'd just say hello, or how are you. I know they're all very busy people, I just wish I knew them better -- they all seem so nice, but they never talk to me -- and only IM me when they need something.
I'm so tired of layout requests. I do some for friends, and then everyone decides to flood my email box with requests -- and I can't say no. I can't. Because I want people to be happy -- I want to make sure everyone gets a fair share.
I'm tired of layout rating communities. I'm tired of hurting someones layout (because I know how it feels to get your layout put down, and it makes you cry sometimes, because you work so hard on the thing and you just get it shot to pieces) -- and I'm tired of hurting people like that. People are good, and try, and in a few years, they'll be even better then us.
I'm tired of skipping entries. I'm tired of wants. I'm tired of needs.
I just want to crumble down to the floor.
And so, my friends, we've reached the end. I am not deleteing this journal, because it holds precious memories, but I am not coming back.
Will I use a new journal? Probably not, I am unsure.
However, I have given my heart and soul -- and I hope that you all loved me dearly for that.
Thankyou.
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| damn me for being selfish. |
[31 Jul 2004|11:13pm] |
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people come to me for hosting.
people come to me for webdesign help.
people come to me for paid accounts.
people come for me layouts.
and sometimes they don't even say 'hello' or 'how are you'
and sometimes, people i know, really hurt my feelings.
i think it's time to leave livejournal. not drama. no more drama. i just don't think that it's good to have some many good friends rurfaced with so many bad ones.
deleted&purged -- tomorrow night, go ahead and delete.
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[31 Jul 2004|02:50pm] |
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happy birthday harry baby! hope you have many shags from many wonderful mean tonight!
oh, with harry turning a whole year older (which him makes him, 5 right? *g* only in my mind)..
new layout
score. damnit. where are people. i have their layouts.
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[23 Jul 2004|08:31pm] |
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If you did not know, Sabrina is very scared at the moment. I'm usually never scared like this, but if you didn't know, I was involved with a site called Laundromatic about a month ago -- I did good transactions, and got everything out very fast. However, there was a cetain time, in the middle of June, wherein I was in the middle of about 4 transactions and my dad went ballistic on me for sending out things and not getting anything in return as of yet.
He was in post-surgery stress, so he went absolutly crazy. He basically took all my Laundromatic stuff and put it away. It bloody pissed me off, but there was nothing I can do. Plus the death on his side amde him all more pissy.
I had two cellphones to send out, as well as a gameboy, and some dvds. I haven't sent them out, except for two, as of today. And it's been a month. I finally can now that ym dad goes back to work, but I know neither of the others addresses, and I'm worried because now I have threatens of cops getting involved.
I was always a good dealer, and now I am horribly scared. I've always been a good person, and I really don't know what to do. I know mellowdee is a mod there, and maybe I should talk to her. -- I don't know, and I'm scared.
I just.. I hate my dad for getting me in this crap. Damnit.
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| AH. WOAH. You people! |
[20 Jul 2004|04:26pm] |
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WOAH!!!
Holy crap! You guys! I am absolutly floored. First, this morning, I see all of you this morning, on my flist, giving me Happy Birthdays -- and I am so honored.
But then my mum pulls out with this site.
http://www.amadaun.net/sabkins/
HOLY BLOODY FUCK.
!!! I absolutly started bawling in tears. No shirts, pants, anything could ever be worth the same as you guys words -- art, just wow.
I totally feel unfair because everyone, everyone has just been so bloody nice and now I owe you all so much! Pepsi, Nikki, eveyerone.. Just.. Thank you.
I do not know how to thank any of you, for giving me your words, times, your love. It means beyonds words to me.
For anyone who has offered birthday wishes, put effort to the site, or even thought of me today, post whatever request you want. I'll do any pairing from the HP fandom, rating, scenario. And, if you don't like HP, I'll be more then happy to make you a layout. Mind you, blackbird_xiii's and elyciel's is done, as well as luminate's also.
THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
AM BEYOND WORDS IN TEARS.
BLOODY FUCK YOU GUYS ROCK.
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I AM GOING TO GO PORN FOR MY BDAY NOW. <3333333333
EDIT TO ADD: FUCK YOU HOSTING. JUST BECAUSE I MADE A PAYMENT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'LL RUIN MY DAY. GRRR. CUT IT BACK ON. >.
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[19 Jul 2004|09:25pm] |
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d00d. wait.
no.
not ready to turn a year older.
someone stop this damn clock.
D:
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| early bday gift. |
[15 Jul 2004|12:03am] |
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one_if_by_land has written me a lovely sirius/remmy with in-pink-dress-and-sippy-cup!harry for my birthay. Go check it out here and leave ehr love. she's so embarrased that I made her write such a thing ;D
yes. i adore in-pink-dressies!harry. and sirius/remus.
my bday is in 6 days! :D
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[13 Jul 2004|06:39pm] |
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got a lovely letter and wonderful snarry artwork from my lovely herlequin. have already written you a letter along with a card i purchased you. will ship tomorrow. your story had me in tears. pure tears. crying like a child, really.
currently obsessed with john mayer's song comfortable, which is why i made new icons with song lyrics. that song has really been affecting how i rp, and how harry is, basically. yeah, if you didn't know, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) slash_rp is back up and running. things are going really good now, and everyone pretty much has plot and stuff to do. yay.
i talked to vegetaztwin on the phone last night. she made me so happy. but once she had to hang up, i was crying. i love her so much. she reminds me of shopping at the supermarket.
i'd like to do that with her one day. we'd contemplate which condoms to buy for remus and harry.
last night, when blackbird_xiii finally had a chance to rp with me, my dsl hates me. guh. guh. damnit. gr.
morning_songs is so late on the petper pan fandom. she just now watches the dvd and is like: I BELIEVE IN FAERIES. I DO. I DO, and I'm just like, woman, you're so late. now she's doing the icons. it makes me laugh. and reminds me of flyingteapot
yotarou has taught me that i've been neglecting commenting. i have. i know i have. i do read, i swear. maybe this song will help me be around more. i feel so horrid. especially to dragon_moon -- to all of you.
( harry/remus : advice for the best of us : g : 200 words or so : for veetee : full of typos )
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[06 Jul 2004|12:30pm] |
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sabbie is currently in lazy ass mode in which she:
1. fondles flyingteapot.
2. hates the fact vegetaztwin, her mommy, is leaving for a week, however, since she is leaving, she has left baby!harry with beccas_sms_girl. however, alliante and lucius get visitation rights. when he's not shagging snape, of coarse.
3. kicks aucune_gloire in the ass.
4. updates muse-wanted.com with a new layout.
5. hopes that dragon_moon has gotten her letter today. and blackbird_xiii too.
6. gracefully hosts songsheet and her new domain meleth-nin.net. which is sexy; like her.
7. purchases a new domain, soiled-milk.org as a shared domain between herself and aucune_gloire to provide shareware free & paid layouts; along with icons and avatars. yes. score.
8. fondles flyingteapot. here, have some chocolate, bitch. <3
9. loves on monochromal because she misses her. like snape misses harry when his penis is 9 inches and remus is not around.
10. forces insei to make a new layout. asap. woman.
11. hosts lizardspots's site for a little bit at muse-wanted.com. she has sexy art, come see.
12. writes luminate another letter.
13. humps pyrojesterdoll for some charlie/harry rp, because her charlie is like the sexiest, cause he makes harry slutty, and girlish, and etc. which turns sabbie on. sabbie turned on = good.
14. fondles flyingteapot. here, here's more chocolate. eat it. it helps. really.
15. kicks mellowdee for liking harry/hermione but being cool at the same time. ehr icons are so fuckable.
16. welcomes telecast back form the dead. and demands art. yes. art. please woman. *fucks*
17. thanks sweet_sorro1 for always being there.
18. kicks rating communities for being so odd; and having so many people apply with ugly layouts. i mean, seriously, ugly.
19. welcomes morning_songs to her friends list. because she has a hot layout; and she is supposed to have lots of porn she gives out free. give me porn or get off my flish whore. XD <333
20. fondles flyingteapot. yes. more chocolate. really. it's a fetish to eat chocolate XD
21. loves on elyciel just because she has to go to her won userinfo to learn how to spell her new username.
22. misses throw_rocks, because she kicks ass.
23. waits for vegetaztwin to return home. for promised snarry. and smut. and because harry put all of remmy's dresses down the toilets. he's drowning. really.
24. licks lostnothings. sugary. mm.
25. fondles flyingteapot. YES. take it. chocolate. you know you want it. just a lick; come on, lick it. yes. good girl.
/ end
see? i'm so lazy.
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